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I am sort of asexual, a writer, Hopkins student, aspiring con artist, artist, and ex-theater producer, model. love
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Posts tagged literature.

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A quarter of an hour later Ryukhin was sitting all by himself, hunched over a plate of carp, downing glass after glass. He was coming to realize and to acknowledge that he could not rectify anything in his life, he could only forget.

The poet had wasted his night while others were feasting and now he realized it could never be brought back. He had only to raise his head from the table lamp up to the sky to realize that the night was gone forever. The waiters were hurriedly pulling the tablecloths off the tables. The cats nosing about the veranda had a morning look about them. Day was bearing down on the poet with full force.

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— The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
Tagged: literature, Russian, .
05.06.12

"I didn’t want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is unsteady and too full."

— The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
Tagged: literature, Sylvia Plath, crying, .
3 ♥ 04.30.12

"If the moon smiled, she would resemble you.
You leave the same impression
Of something beautiful, but annihilating."

— Sylvia Plath (via transformfeminism)

(via dividingvariables)

Tagged: literature, .
codeines   5214 ♥ 03.25.12

"Fire Chief: ‘The Dog and the Cow,’ an experimental fable. Once upon a time another cow asked another dog: ‘Why have you not swallowed your trunk?’ ‘Pardon me,’ replied the dog, ‘it is because I thought that I was an elephant.’
Mrs. Martin: What’s the moral?
Fire Chief: That’s for you to find out."

— The Bald Soprano by Eugene Ionesco 
Tagged: theater, literature, quotes, .
1 ♥ 03.17.12

"‘I’m sorry,’ replied the stranger in a soft voice, ‘but in order to be in control, you have to have a definite plan for at least a reasonable period of time. So how, may I ask, can man be in control if he can’t even draw up a plan for a ridiculously short period of time, say, a thousand years, and is, moreover, unable to ensure his own safety for even the next day? And, indeed,’ here the stranger turned to Berlioz, ‘suppose you were to start controlling others and yourself, and just as you developed a taste for it, so to speak, you suddenly went and… well… got lung cancer…’—at which point the foreigner chucked merrily, as if the thought of lung cancer brought him pleasure. ‘Yes, cancer,’ he repeated, narrowing his eyes like a cat as he savored the sonorous word, ‘and there goes your control! No one’s fate is of any interest to you except your own. Your relatives start lying to you. You, sensing that something is wrong, run to learned physicians, then to quacks, and maybe even to fortune-tellers in the end. And going to any of them is pointless, as you well know. And it all ends tragically: that same fellow who not so long ago supposed that he was in control of something ends up lying stiff in a wooden box, and those present, realizing that he is no longer good for anything, cremate him in an oven.’"

— The Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov
Tagged: literature, Russian, cancer, .
10 ♥ 01.21.12

The Bell Jar

Spoiler warning, kind of, since the end of the novel came as a surprise to me, at least.

So after reading The Bell Jar, here are some quick thoughts. I was both pleasantly surprised and disappointed. 

Pleasantly surprised. Well, in addition to the two things I’ve quoted on here [maybe more to come, I’m not sure], I thought there were some really astute and sort of funny details in here. Esther Greenwood, despite being depressed and psycho, was sort of an upbeat character in terms of her vanity and many cheerful observations about herself. She was self-possessed. This all came as a surprise because given Sylvia Plath herself and her body of work, this sort of wide-eyed tone that shone through certain parts of the novel is so unlike much of her poetry which, while brilliant, is a whole lot of wallowing and feeling sorry for herself. Esther Greenwood’s voice was just so fun. I was also pleasantly surprised that spoiler Esther does NOT kill herself at the end. In fact, she gets better. Considering that Plath would commit suicide not long after the publication of this novel, and that all of her poetry predicts/screams “I am going to kill myself,” I thought for sure that Esther was going to descend further and further into depression, then start to get better as she does in the novel, only to experience one tiny fatal experience that would drive her even further under the bell jar. It would have been so like Plath.

Disappointment. Well, when I read novels about going insane, especially American classics, I’m usually “Bring on the crazy!” The reviews I read about this book, as well as the description of it, seemed like she was going to really go bonkers, that her “insanity” as I think critics inaccurately described the depression, was going to be really disturbing. She was just depressed. She says so herself. Additionally, I think the novel loses a lot of steam halfway through. In her time in New York, there is a sort of chilling mania behind her descriptions of things and a horrific chain of casual events such as the various Doreen escapades and Esther’s encounter with the “woman hater.” When she starts to actually “lose her mind,” the things she experiences are less interesting, her descriptions of things lose some spark [while this may be interpreted as a product of her mental illness, it reads more like Plath using up all her tricks in the first 90 pages]. Additionally, she doesn’t ever really delve into what she’s feeling when she starts to go under, other then a few nebulous and brief descriptions of being under “the bell jar.” The latter half of the novel reads entirely like exposition and so much of her voice is gone as she flatly describes what is happening to her with an undertone of Plath still thinking she’s clever with jejune and lackluster metaphors to describe the things around her. So, what critics set up to be elevated madness ended up being depression, and the second half of the novel becomes simply boring.

Those are my thoughts on The Bell Jar. Overall it is definitely worth a read. Deserves to be a classic. I don’t understand why people quote Plath so often from her journals and not from this novel or from any of her poems. Which are all brilliant. Go read Plath, and if you’re up for a not-so-uplifting read, pick up The Bell Jar.

Tagged: literature, book review, Sylvia Plath, .
01.09.12

"I’d discovered, after a lot of extreme apprehension about what spoons to use, that if you do something incorrect at table with a certain arrogance, as if you knew perfectly well you were doing it properly, you can get away with it and nobody will think you are bad-mannered or poorly brought up. They will think you are original and very witty."

— The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
Tagged: literature, lit quotes, Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, prose, dining, .
5 ♥ 01.09.12

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I liked looking on at other people in crucial situations. If there was a road accident or a street fight or a baby pickled in a jar for me to look at, I’d stop and look so hard I never forgot it.

I certainly learned a lot of things I never would have learned otherwise this way, and even when they surprised me or made me sick I never let on, but pretended that’s the way I knew things were all the time.

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— The Bell Jar by Silvia Plath
Tagged: Sylvia Plath, The Bell Jar, literature, prose, .
8 ♥ 12.19.11

"She had attained varying degrees of love, requited and unrequited—but seldom the latter. Men, and damn good men, fell in love with her with comforting regularity, and she had enough trouble with them, in one way or another, to make it impossible to tell herself honestly that she was unattractive."

— Appointment in Samarra by John O’Hara
Tagged: literature, omg, books, .
11.06.11

"I am come of a race noted for vigor of fancy and ardor of passion. Men have called me mad; but the question is not yet settled, whether madness is or is not the loftiest intelligence—whether much that is glorious—whether all that is profound—does not spring from disease of thought—from moods of mind exalted at the expense of the general intellect."

— Edgar Allen Poe, “Eleonora”
Tagged: Poe, fiction, lit, literature, .
30 ♥ 11.03.11
 
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